Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind

I'll follow you into the dark
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the Conceited Republican

Shai, 031789
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University of London
(London School of Economics)

Maintain a status quo.
Never allow public opinion judge you.


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messed up brain
20081211 @ Thursday, December 11, 2008

my room's a mess. guitars sprawled over. cups, mugs here and there.
my mind's a mess afterall.

sometimes you just feel tired
you feel weak
and when you feel weak
you feel like you wanna just give up
but you gotta search within you
try find that inner strength
just pull that shit outta you
and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter no matter how bad you
wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse...

mangas after mangas. dramas after dramas. nagging after nagging. i just wish all these incessant rantings would S.T.O.P!

all those guitar strummings sure didn't kill much time, oh i've been practicing david archuleta's crush and that's song a killer. i just hate the strumming cuz it's not the norm that i usually do. i'm not a very flexible person, i hate changes.

i've too many failures in life to even look forward to achievements. but hey ola senoir! i passed my NCAP level 1 and i've got a Grassroots Leader meeting session with SM Goh which i'm totally not prepared for it yet! i'm sure things will turn out fine. how bad can it be?

why am i always busy for the non-usuals like my peers are? say working?

i've been jobless since god-knows-when. oh wells actually i've been jobless my entire life so to say. i just hope someone would employ me, and it comes with a deal, an empty resume of no working experience besides my long list of activities.

i'm looking for to working, and uni. it's me shai saying it out loud.
Take that!

(my dad agrees with me getting a pair of lovebirds to rear, i'm gonna breed it till it lays eggs :D)