I'll follow you into the dark
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Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark |
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the Conceited RepublicanShai, 031789 Yes, inspirations... K-Pop University of London (London School of Economics) Maintain a status quo. Never allow public opinion judge you. 
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facing it 20090219 @ Thursday, February 19, 2009i have never ponder much about the future. i mean mundane issues like death etc. but now i fear death. i am so afraid of it. i reflected on all that i know how to live life, is to dream. i dream alot. way too much that it's getting unhealthy and disgusting. i only wanted life as it is. it's like "live life right now just as it is". i knew thought much about going all out cuz i want enjoyment and all the entertainment plus the freedom. but i know as a Muslim, this life on Earth is not for long. there is a life after death which is eternal. i'm scared how i'm gonna be all alone 7 feet under in the dark, having to wait for Judgement Day. should i continue being a bad person and not repent, i will have to face the consequences alone. i know myself. that i haven't been a pure truly good person. i used to do stupid stuff which i think is totally stupid. down right stupid. i'm trying my best to be a true Muslim. i'm penitent towards my past behavioral attitudes. God give me the strength and concentration to strengthen my faith and be a better person than the person i am now. Amin. |