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the Conceited Republican

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20090324 @ Tuesday, March 24, 2009

nothing is in my way. no financial issues. no B-G-R shit. i should see myself graduating in London in the next 4 years.

my alternative plan should i not be admitted into a local uni, is to enter Uni of London which i really am looking forward to. even more than the excitement to be admitted into a local uni if i even get the chance. therefore i have started planning my path. the designated one which i'm drawing up now will see me through my tertiary education and completing my final year in the grand hall of Uni of London. with my parents especially dad who will be super duper happy.

i will not disappoint my folks just like how i had them worry over me for the past few years. dad thinks im such a pampered brat who isn't concern at all about my future. maybe i was too reliant on them. all i do when i need something, money or whatsover, is to turn to dad and yay! i get everything settled. i never had to worry about anything.

i even think my 19 years of living is such a total dependence thing on my parents.
now, that i'm a tweenie already i need to get to work. some brutal real stuff im talking about here. no more stretching out my hands asking for money. no more turning to dad like a bloody spoilt girl.

i will try my best to control and manage my own finances cuz should i really get to head to London for studies, i won't need to ask dad for pocket money to buy unneccesary stuffs like Nike sneakers, Adidas trackpants and all the shit i can get my bloody brain to think of! how shameful can that be.

so whoever/wherever you may be please stop infiltrating my mind. i know it's not your fault and it's mine. so someone please give me a bloody tight slap if my mind ever deter.

as of now, i need all the concentration from now on. work, studies, family. that's all i need.
and most importantly God's blessings.
Amin.