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Shai, 031789
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20090421 @ Tuesday, April 21, 2009

on an unrelated note, i have stuff on my mind that keeps me thinking and things aren't quite going the right direction. blame it on my itchy fingers and the "stalker-ish" side of me. now i feel fucked-up and shit. the internet is hereby the WORST invention of all time. (it's just a stupid rant for my stupid situation, it is. otherwise, the internet is the greatest invention ha) songs that i used to listen to during that period of happy and sad times kept playing in my mind. somehow or rather it's like a soundtrack to it.

i have songs from Avenged Sevenfold like I Won't See You Tonight I & II and Clairvoyant Disease which whenever i play them in my playlist, it will bring in memories which i can't stand at all. and i will so start to feel irritated, my muscles will weaken and i feel like vomitting. yeah that's how bad it gets.

at this moment now, songs which i have been listening too, plays an important role. especially this time is crucial period for me to take control of my life. not the other way round.

everytime i listen to Beast and the Harlot i feel this weird sensation grow in me. it's like i feel like i'm turning into a monster. in fact a helpless monster. like i crave for your company, your concern. you.

Beast and the Harlot.
ha
how bloody ironic.

(when you're not even fucking here.)

anyhoos being addicted to heavy metal, i guess it can't possibly work out right.
britrock is not healing me anyhow.

pffft. nuff said.

i miss thou