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20090416 @ Thursday, April 16, 2009

i can still feel the grease in the in-betweens of my hair.
i think there is still sweat underneath the armpits of my arms.
i think i feel the oil layer on my face from 3 nights ago.

JUSTＫＩＤＤＩＮＧ！

sometimes i get totally pissed off at my workplace. with the people whom i'm working with, i mean. i bet i'm not the only person having this shitty feelings at such a shitty workplace like this. especially when you're stuck with screwed-up immature males around. no no, i'm not trying to be some female chauvinist pig here okay.

listen out.

the issue here is that the females (that is the two of us, me and my other working friend) at the workplace are the ones at the disadvantage. well clearly cuz the guys are the ones having the last and the "biggest" say since my store manager is a guy & it's like 6:2 for us women to be the losing ends. and his say carries more weight which is effectively the entire weightage is def more than ours.

duh...

it's like when he says something stupidly retarded, whatever we say would account to nothing.but that is if all the guys are around to back him up. but either way it happens.
just that most times when i am serious with my fucked up serious look, he/them wouldn't dare anything of their fuckkery around.

the best part here is when they start their bantering, they don't know when to fucking stop. not even when you see the related party is already blushing with embarrassment or when she feels uneasy. it's obvi that these bunch of useless bums do not know the slightest thing on considering for someone else's feelings

i have a female colleague who has been working here longer than i have. yet, the respect she gets from them is the slightest. besides the fact that the guys here are more of the crude-er and non-respectful ones, they belong to those who are of the lower IQ level and totally no sense of shame. precisely they speak very vulgar and crude stuff which is quite a thing that we women will experience a shade of redder shade on our faces. cuz it's obviously embarrassing for us.

duh...

and well of cuz since i'm not more of the easier persons to speak and joke with. hence they don't joke as much about/with me as much. they know that i'm not a very nice person. and i'm conversant in 3 languages. whilst she is only conversant in chinese.
it's obvi the weaker gets laughed at the most.


duh...

so they make fun, saying things that would embarrass her. i could feel and share the shame she was experiencing. sometimes it gets too much yet no one would know the limits and continue joking as if it's fucking bloody funny.

i hate and despise them all. even the one whom i thought is mature gave me the flipside of that impression. the other one whom i thought is lowly educated was in fact the most mature, he chose to turn around and walk away despite that fun and heated excitement.

i hate this fucking shitjob. period.

but it's okay cuz my friend and i are only left with a couple of months before we leave this helluva shitjob.