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20090518 @ Monday, May 18, 2009

today came by as a shocking and appalling day for me. not depressing, really. rather the shock that deprived me of my breaths.

drawing lots and briefing at NTC was as usual. one more day for tmrw and that's it for this. Inter-school competition is just round the corner and i like it how it's fast approaching BUT i don't like it how i have to do something which i'm so fearful about.

Mr Lee had my name down for Referee next week! something SO BIG for me that all the way home from NTC, my stomach was FILLED with butterflies. i could literally feel it fly in my intestines. (jk)

GRRRRR.

first of all, i don't know why i'm so afraid of refereeing.
secondly, i don't even know what i should be afraid of.
thirdly, i don't see anything that i should be afraid.

BUT I'M JUST SO CONFIDENT-less.

i don't have the bloody guts to do referee duties. neither do i have the balls to stand in the center of the ring.

tsk.


someone enlighten me pls......
:S