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the Conceited Republican

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Way long before
you look so beautiful today
20090505 @ Tuesday, May 05, 2009

stomach ache/swollen head/sore throat/heavy eyes
aren't doing any good to me now cuz i have work in 3 hours time. (!!!)

feeling so weak and tired for the past 3 days have been killing me and i swear i could use some more sleep but since work is such a bitch, i can't.

every morning i wake up feeling like crap and i would wish upon a star that day would turn night again but it just wouldn't happen cuz it's already morning and there isn't any stars.
grrrr

i hate working i can even add that my working like is shitty cuz it makes me feel like i am committed into something really important that affects everyone else not only me. something that makes me afraid especially when you're really not feeling too good, and you simply wana erase off the idea of heading to work as simple as just deleting my name off the duty chart but it just would never ever happen.
not even in a million years.
:(

it makes me sad sometimes how i could never get to enjoy my holidays just sleeping the days away,watching MTV and hogging on the computer till late at night, waking up late the next morning and let the routine do it's natural cycle throughout the entire school vacation. just awaiting for school to reopen.

before this i used to be going round everywhere with no worries and crap, but now i fear the idea of heading to work, face my shitty colleagues and store managers cuz i don't relish their company. for all you guys need to know, they crap a whole load of nonsensical rubbish with a whole load of vulgarities and it makes me sick listening to their nonsense.

sometimes i will excuse myself to the washroom cuz if i don't leave 'em i will get so irritated and puke right in front of them.

today's my first day working with a new pair of store managers, i hope they're better than the previous two. oh wells, how better can it get anyways?

i just hope these two wouldn't get on my nerves. grrr

looking forward to KL/Selangor's trip in June with me friendsssss~!