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the Conceited Republican

Shai, 031789
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20091104 @ Wednesday, November 04, 2009

i figured out that my mind works like a robot and nothing like a computer/machine which is untimely flexible. it doesn't make much sense really cuz it's a computer/machine, a robot too? in a way or another.

it happens ALL the time i think i've figured out that my studying method has always been this way, yet now it is only now that i have finally come to it. finally one chapter down for Banking and Finance. One bloody darn more chapter and i'm seriously ready back on track to what lecture is gone through. Bad news is, for the past 3 lecture of PBF, I have totally no freaking idea what my lecturer is yakking away. My bad, i admit. Now that mugging really helps, i'm thankful that i'm finally catching up.

with exams approaching real fast, i think i may have to end some of my most enjoyed entertainments,hobbies,past-times. i haven't been taking good care of myself (ie skipping meals, not exercising) i hope my body is not severely self-destructed. i may well end up being anorexic lol.
i don't want to burn out before exams are even here.

i miss KFC (HAHA), i miss the movies. i miss going out and having the time and money of my life. i miss doing lots of things. ultimately i miss having someone here cuz ever since i've started school, i have deserted not only my buddies, even some so dear to me, i seemed to have faded away. all for the better i felt, but at times when i feel lonely and thought that studying my ass away may kill the thought, it doesn't.

2 years my friend. it's been a long time. i would never imagine me to ever live to tell this tale to my next generation...my nieces and nephews. cuz happiness is short-lived for me. solitude is eternal. i'm not emo or depressed after mugging the entire day away. I'm distressing. lol

in my own unique way, i am.
that's why i'm different. i'm not your normal typical girl on the street.
'nuff said. i'm tired and i need to freaking have my dinner NOW!

one more chapter before friday's lecture...i can do it!