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the Conceited Republican

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yes i had a bad day
20101117 @ Wednesday, November 17, 2010

so today was my worst, lousiest day for the past few months. yes i have my good times and bad times. just that most of the "times", its bad.

okay today was a public holiday, hari raya haji and i never felt the hype and vibe like many other past years of the festivities. maybe it only means im getting sinful each year?

that isnt the point why im so upset.
(i tend to be sensitive these day, dont ask why)

im upset for one very trivial matter if you may put your opinion to it. but i take it to heart such matters. i feel cheated, i feel duped, i feel hopeless.

i dislike family gatherings even more now then ever. shucks. at this rate, i may end up shoving past relatives/cousins and eliminating them in the later part of my life at all. i reckon i will be happier that way.

its an ugly facade.

not that everything's shitty in my life right now. no one ever remembers me, much less think about me. i sense my presence insignnficant enough.

also, there are many non-disclosure matters issues which contributes to my happiness this evening. so much so that i will now sleep it away.