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the Conceited Republican

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20110729 @ Friday, July 29, 2011

i have a problem. this is my only place of solitude and think appropriately. without this space, i think i might go nuts cuz i have no good friend or best friend or whatever to spill out my troubled thoughts.

think of it now, i seem to have no close friends at all now. all my friends disappeared like bubbles. all i have are hi-bye friends. i have a friend who asks me out and keeps in contact but i reckon she isnt THAT kinda person i can tolerate with her nonsense friends.

pssh. this is infuriating.
so what if having such an awesome phone when it only rings calls from the same old people.

and unlike other girls, i do not shop till i drop or binge food down my gullet to get my mind off my trouble. i avoid all these nonsense only cuz i have always been clear-headed. hence by typing out my thoughts up in my messed up mind, i can finally think thoroughly.

now that i have a problem at work, and i have no idea how to combat this shitty feeling. i came up with a list of what-i-intend-to-do...

1) ignore sheer speculations from those wagging tongues
2) confront and speak up to clear up my name
3) be conceited as i usually am

now now... i usually am okay by the end of my entry.

but but... i am not okay.

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